If you are anything like me, you have dreams and desires that you want to share with the world uninhibited and freely. For whatever reason you choose not to. For me, I saw my potential but was scared to share it with others. I dumbed my self down, and said, well it’s not that good. I shrunk back from praise from others and made myself small. That caused me to lack confidence and begin to stagnate my motivation. I would talk about my dreams and desires but did nothing to move toward them. I procrastinated because I felt like I didn’t know what to do. And the procrastintion then led to a lot of uncomfortable conversations with loved ones that caused even more self - doubt the feeling of defeat and embarrassment.
Staying where I was and not making a change for the better is very uncomfortable. Growing into who I know I can be is uncomfortable. The time has come to choose my uncomfortable. I choose to grow and flourish and embrace myself authentically. I am different, I may be weird, and my style is different. That is because God made me that way. Why would I want to change that?